Blah #3

I maybe unwanted, 

But don't ignore me.

I maybe uninvited,

But don't walk away from me.

From your sight, I maybe vanished.

But don't leave me like a rubbish.

My love is pure,

And yours is blur.

Yet, I remain here,

Waiting for it to disappear.

Blah #1

Sometimes, I want him to notice that my feeling towards him becomes stronger and stronger everyday.
Yet, at the same time I don't want him to know.

Sometimes, I want to make the first move in order to get to know him further.
Yet, at the same time I don't want to.

Sometimes, I'm tired of keeping this feeling inside and wish to have courage to spit it out straight to him, confidently.

So, what am I suppose to do?

Am I a coward?
Perhaps.

Am I just someone who has to wait for the right moment to arrives?  Wait for this feeling to disappear?  Wait til he finally notice?
Perhaps.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...