Medically Speaking of Love

This is what I feel when the object of my affection walks by...

First, my heart falls into my stomach and splashes my innards.  Then, all the moisture makes me sweat profusely. When the brain burns out altogether, the mouth disengages and I babble like a cretin until he leaves.

Taken from Calvin and Hobbes comic strips..

It's an exciting feeling to be someone's secret admirer ;)

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Sometimes, I want him to notice that my feeling towards him becomes stronger and stronger everyday.
Yet, at the same time I don't want him to know.

Sometimes, I want to make the first move in order to get to know him further.
Yet, at the same time I don't want to.

Sometimes, I'm tired of keeping this feeling inside and wish to have courage to spit it out straight to him, confidently.

So, what am I suppose to do?

Am I a coward?
Perhaps.

Am I just someone who has to wait for the right moment to arrives?  Wait for this feeling to disappear?  Wait til he finally notice?
Perhaps.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...